random thoughts – Day 1,454 – (Sunday) –fatigue and warfare

Feeling cold and tired continues, kind of like the gray and cloudy weather. Just like the weather, there are glimmers of sunshine that cut through occasionally in the form of feeling better. The tired part of the current curse seems to have been aggravated by the time change of Saturday night. 

The bed called unto to me all day.

Feeling tired has inspired a headache. Or maybe the headache came first, there is no way to tell for sure. It feels like a chicken and egg debate or a question for web-md-dot-com. Or maybe for my actual doctor at this point. 

Whatever the cause, the effect had been me nodding off on the couch all afternoon while patiently waiting for it to be dark enough to go to bed. And the bed continued to beckon unto me. 

Philosophical questions and debates aside, there is a new afterlife goal. After observing the behavior of American domestic pets of the pampered variety, I’d like to submit my request to come back as the cat or dog pampered pet of a middle-ish class American family. Eat, sleep, play, look cute, create chaos. All day. Yes, please.

Kiki is either also tired, or still mad about the whole vet visit thing on Friday. She’s been camped out behind the couch for several hours, quiet as a dust bunny. Nary a peep, Easter or otherwise. Maybe she is freezing me out with the cold shoulder for the massive betrayal of taking her to the vet. Keeks is highly skilled in emotional and psychological warfare. Expert level, actually. Kudos to Kiki.