Winston being a good boy. |
Maybe I’ll toss some of the tiny, stupid housekeeping tasks
done this week into my notes. Just for fun. That way, we can feel like things
were accomplished. Project X – on hold. Project Y – in review (still). Weeding
back flower bed – done. ABC website content – on hold. Sweep floor – done.
Moose being cute. |
The household stuff had some revelations. For example, while
waiting for the dogs to do their business in the back yard, instead of standing like a doofus and staring vacantly like I usually do, the past couple evenings I pulled
weeds from the sorry excuse of a flower bed. The irises transplanted there are mostly
just brown leaves now (let’s hope that’s not a bad sign), but the crabgrass enthusiastically
invaded, making it one of the lushest, greenest spots in the front or back
yard. And now, for a few days anyway, it’s weeded.
The weather was so breezy and pleasant this evening that the
pups and I spent some time on the deck. I had a book and big glass of ice water
and the dogs were less annoying and barky than usual, which felt like a
miracle. I was able to read an entire chapter of a novel and lose five rounds
of Candy Crush before they started being noisy and were shepherded inside. The small stretch of time was weird. I felt weird. Like,
lightheaded? But not dizzy, and not in a bad way, like before fainting. Spacey?
But not in a disoriented way. It’s entirely possible I may have actually felt relaxed.
I think. It’s hard to remember, because it’s been so long, but now I’m imagining
that’s what it feels like. It was nice. I hope it happens again soon. Maybe
next week while on staycation I can cultivate the sensation again.
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